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Sunday, August 22, 2010

License!

I got my license, YAY!!! I am so happy. I had the test Friday and I only missed two which added up to 8pts that I missed. And to be honest, I think I did the best driving out of the other three drivers that was with. But since the DMV wasn't open on friday, I've had to wait until tomorrow to go pick my license up. I just can't believe I have finally gotten it. I never really thought I'd be able to. And what got me through it all was confidence. Of course I was nervous the first couple days than I finally convinced myself that I could do it and so did my mom.


Now either this week or the one after I am gonna start looking for a job. This whole thing is gonna be awesome. I finally feel like a 19 yr old. Even though once I have a job I will probably get sick of it maybe and just not wanna go but I'll love it cuz I am actually experiencing what others my age do and that's why I'll like it cuz I'll feel like I am actually up to the level as everyone else is my


I've been painting the kitchen all afternoon today. I love painting but after a while its hard work. Probably the week, my mom and I is gonna finish it up and start painting the hallway and do some other cleaning. Maybe even get the kitchen organized lol. Than we will have to work on getting other rooms organized too. That's one thing I hate about moving is trying to get everything back to the way it was and put things where they belong and trying to find things that you boxed up lol.

Can't believe that in a little less than 4 months, I'll be 20. That is CRAZZY!! Seems not too long ago I was just barely turning 13 lol. Now I'll be outta my teens. Too be honest I actually can't wait to be outta my teens. Most of my teen yrs wasn't too good and I am hoping that my early 20s and so forth will be waay better!

Can't wait until I can get my car fix. I love my car. The problem is that when I would drive it, it would just quit on me. And I don't wanna be driving it around and it quits on the freeway or something. That would be scary and could cause and accident. And than the car has a putt putt sound to it like it's gonna kill. So once I get a job I am gonna take it in and ask them to just do an all over check and fix whatever needs to be fixed. Hopefully it won't cost a whole bunch. Than after I get my car fixed than I am gonna get new tail lights and a new stereo. My brother said he might help me with the lights and when he gets a new stereo he will give me his and I love his, it's really nice.

Well thanks for reading. I'll write again soon. =)
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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

A Good Day!

Well, I had a good day today!! I went driving for my last day for the Behind the Wheel and I did pretty awesome this time. I am VERY proud of myself. Than after the boy drove, we picked up another girl at wal-mart lol and she was kinda bad haha. The teacher was all like, oh you're doing very well lol, umm...I don't think so but whatever you say lol. But today was my best day driving with him. I felt really good with how it went. And than friday is the test. Yay!! Oh and when we first started he asked for my learners permit to write down the number and I coulda sworn he never gave it back to me. And so today I asked him for it back and he's all like "I gave it back to you, I don't keep them." So I was thinking " Oh great, he just lost my learners permit, now I gotta go get a new one tomorrow." But when I got home I looked in my wallet and it was there. I feel SO DUMB!! I don't know whats wrong with me, I honestly don't remember him giving it back to me. Maybe it's all the stress of wanting to get my license so bad that's messing with my memory lol.

Oh, today I got my Personalized Autographed Poster and CD from the band Soletta. That made my day. It's such a good CD. I love it. They are gonna be in Utah in Sept. I am thinking since I will have my license by than that I will go up to it. I kinda don't wanna go by myself so I am gonna try and find someone who wants to go with me. That would be pretty fun.  It's pretty cheap too. I think it's only like $5 to get in. So that's pretty cool. So if anyone wants to go, let me know and I will pick you up. I think it's on the 15th of Sept in SLC or the 16th in St George. I'd rather go to the SLC one.

Last night I couldn't stop thinking about Jake. I know it's been 8 months and it wasn't that big of deal but, it was to me. It just sucks how things went. If I could redo that day, I definitely would. I feel so stupid for feeling the way I do but even though we only knew each other for 30 mins and I got a kiss from him, twice lol....I felt something. There was like chemistry between us. He was just so nice and a gentleman and asking a lot of questions about me, like do I have a boyfriend and how come I didn't and so and so. I think it's just me though cuz obviously he doesn't feel the same lol. But I think I have two reasons why he won't talk to me. Cuz the business he was in on getting people to buy magazines was a faud cuz I gave him money for one and I never saw it. Or he's just a player. Or both lol. But I think once I find another decent guy I will be totally over this Jake dude lol. So bring on the gorgeous guys!! Haha, =D.

Well, thanks for reading. I will update soon. Have a good day you guys. =)
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Saturday, August 14, 2010

What's Up All?!

Ok, so I know I wrote here yesterday but, I thought of other stuff to write lol.


Yesterday was Friday the 13th, and guess what? My driver's teacher called and canceled our last day of driving until Monday lol. That is ironic lol. So we are gonna just go Monday than hopefully the test will be Tuesday. I'm kinda disappointed since I wanted all this to be over with, but than I am glad so I can practice more with my mom so I know for sure that I will pass. I think I'll be alright though :). Can't wait until I get my license though, that will be so awesome!


I started going back to church last month after not going for like 3 or 4 yrs lol. I am happy to be going back. Haven't made it the past couple of things cuz of some stuff but I am hopefully gonna be there tomorrow. 


We have a dog named Sonic and we've had him since my brother was in 1st or 2nd grade. So we've had him for like 14 yrs, that's 98 yrs old in dog yrs. Can't believe we've had him that long. And he's been and outside dog all his life and has never had any shots or anything. That's pretty lucky. But the sad thing is, he is going deaf. I feel so bad :(.


Speaking of animals, we had four cats and when we moved here we had to put them in the laundry room so they could get use to being here and so they could realize that they live here. Well after a couple weeks we put them in the basement for a while cuz it was starting to stink in my bedroom since my bedroom is right next to the laundry room and so we moved them to the basement and that was a big mistake because they wouldn't be able to look outside through the screen door anymore, and when we went to put three of them outside they all ran away. It was either that night or the next night where we found our cat Buffy hanging around and I caught her. I felt good that we found one of them. But one of them that was still gone was a cat I gave to my Mom for Mother's Day or her Birthday. But luckily after a week and a half maybe I found Snuggles. I was so happy to call my Mom and tell her I found her cat. But we still haven't found Fluffy. She was such a sweet beautiful cat. She has such a petite little kitten meow still lol. She was a calico cat with really long hair. I miss her. We still haven't found her. I hope she's ok still though. My cat that I named Mouse (haha), I kept him in the house for a while than eventually let him go outside. But now, all three of them are outside and sticking around. I am so relieved! Because I love our animals a lot! I will always have a special part in my heart for all animals :).
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Friday, August 13, 2010

Hey Everybody!

So, I finally got a blog. Took me a long time to figure out how to make one lol. I would get all frustrated than just deleted it but a friend helped me out with it and here I am lol.

But anyways, I have finally been able to finish getting my license which is a huge deal to me. I should have it by next week. I am so excited and happy that doing this is a start for me to have a life and the way it shoulda been yrs ago. I can't wait!! Than as soon as I get my license I am gonna go look for a job. Than before I know it, I'll have my own place. That'll be awesome. =]

We've been living in Manti now for like....almost 4 months now. It's been pretty much ok so far. Been a little boring. Haven't met too many ppl my age yet, I can thank my shyness curse for that haha. I hate being shy. It's such a dumb thing to be. I need to find a way to snap out of that lol, things would be so much easier if I could.

Once I get my license I am gonna try and start going to the singles ward/activites. That will be so good for me and an easy way to meet ppl. That's scary and exciting at the same time. Maybe once I'll be going to those for a little while I will meet new ppl and have some friends to hang out with. Because being at home all the time is no fun at all. I need to be out and a bout doing things lol. Than even maybe I'll also meet "someone" lol. Now that would be so awesome lol.

Wanna know something sad? For right now, I think I'd rather have a boyfriend than friends. Because I've had so many friends and most of them have let me down like majorly bad and it made me have trust issues with being friends with ppl. It's hard for me to get attached to a friend because I worry that they will either move away, or is a two faced person they are one day your friend, the next they dont want nothing to do with you, or they just stopped being your friend all together and you have no idea why. They just always seem to have a way of letting me down a lot. I had some friends, one in particular that I thought we'd be best friends for life but something changed and he no longer is in my life anymore. And reason why I say boyfriend instead of friends is because, I feel like there is something so special about a friendship bond than a relationship bond. And that's why it hurts me more when a friend breaks my heart than a bf. And thats another reason why I'm having troubles finding new friends. It sucks. But enough about all this sad stuff lol.

Oh, I totally forgot. I started reading The Book of Mormon on June 3rd and I finished on Tuesday. That made me so happy. And that was one of my goals to complete and I did it =]. I was suppose to be done reading it on July 31st but things came up and it took me an extra 10 days to finish. But I think it's great that I finally read it. For whoever hasn't yet, I suggest you do, it's an amazing book. You won't regret it! =]

Well I've made this blog long enough for my first one lol, I will let you go whoever is reading and I will "blog" again soon lol. Talk to you all later and thanks for reading. =]
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